Pollywood: ‘Mrs. Kennedy and Me’
An American hero hits a literary home run.
By Janet Donovan
By Janet Donovan
He called her “Mrs. Kennedy.” She called him “Mr. Hill.” The Secret Service agent responsible for first lady Jacqueline Kennedy’s protection was with her in good times and bad. He is credited with saving her life.
In his new book “Mrs. Kennedy and Me: An Intimate Memoir” (co-authored with Lisa McCubbin), Clint Hill
describes his protective service responsibilities guarding the
intensely private Mrs. Kennedy from the election of John Fitzgerald
Kennedy, in November 1960 until after the election of Lyndon Johnson in
1964.
“It was with great trepidation that I approached 3307 N Street in
Georgetown on November 11, 1960,” Hill writes about his first meeting
with the wife of the newly elected president of the United States that
he had just been assigned to protect. “I wasn’t looking forward to it at
all.” Looking back, he feels quite sure that the first lady was filled
with even more anxiety about their meeting than he.
“Neither of us had much choice in the matter,” he reflects, but eventually they would share a “tragic bond” together.
He was with her when her son John was born, when her second son
Patrick was born and also unfortunately when Patrick died; he was right
there, too, when her husband President Kennedy was assassinated.
You can’t help but wonder how his life is now and whether some of
those experiences still haunt him. Does a national tragedy like the
murder of a president ever recede into the distance?
“I have great memories, but I have bad memories as well and they
never leave,” he said during a recent interview in Washington. “They
will go with me to my grave but the fact that I’ve written this book has
been a great catharsis. I’ve been able to reveal various things that I
have kept secret for over 50 years and it’s been very beneficial
emotionally.”
Mrs. Kennedy was an immensely private person and he wondered how she
handled being with someone night and day. “It was discretion and my
ability to allow her to do those things she wanted to do so that she was
both safe and in a private manner,” Hill remembers. “She loved her
privacy and that’s the one thing I tried to give her — absolute privacy
as much as possible.” It seemed to work for both of them.
On hearing of Mrs. Kennedy’s illness, Hill relates in his book the
thoughts that ran through his mind. “For the briefest of moments, I had
thought about calling her.” But when he rehearsed in his mind what I
might say, he couldn’t seem to find the right words.
“We had been to hell and back, Mrs. Kennedy and me, and while we had
both gone on with our lives — if you could call it that — I knew that
the mere sound of my voice would take her back to that one day that
change everything, and the sound of her voice would do the same to me.
It was just too damn painful. I couldn’t bring myself to dial the
number.”
Great memories nonetheless remain. Despite that they came from very
different walks of life, Hill, who grew up in a small town of just 912
people in North Dakota, says they had a “wonderful relationship.”
“She was very gracious, very classy, extremely intelligent, very
athletic and was just a lot of fun to be around,” he adds with profound
fondness. “She had a great sense of humor and I enjoyed each and every
day with her.”
After rising through the ranks of the Secret Service, Hill retired in
1975 as assistant director responsible for all protective forces. He
remains in contact with the current U.S. Secret Service and is actively
involved in training activities.
See more in the Summer 2012 Issue of Washington Life Magazine.
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